So any transactions outside my mamas house it's sickening
How many times she just gone act like she minding her business
Kept askin myself how many times can I forgive this
I don't even deal with the people from those beginnings
It's funny how friendships finish, I'm triggered by trauma
Niggas try and take ya girl and then speak to ya mama
I never forced nobody in my life who didn't wanna
I got room for baggage carried it's all in designer
Old Impala, quarter and a Dixie cup of Marijuana
My biggest problems acting ghetto screaming what's popping
Drunk off champagne they serve us when we started shopping
I went to Wallies for the truffle fries and veggie options
No matter how bougie my attitude, I'm still locked in
Only conversate with people through likes on a feed
He's coo with everybody but he got problem with me
Shit I got family I don't even claim part of my tree
Not losing sleep if you decided that well never speak
Life's better than the one I rap bout on a beat
If there ain't palm trees I can't say that shit is a beach
I gave everybody way too much access to me
You let em lie long enough and they start to believe
This the level that I'm rappin still
A hundred thousand ain't a record deal
It can't be love if it isn't real
A little liquor and you find out how somebody feels
I'm past hatin'
Obligation keep it gangsta through my translation
Seven hundred thirty days Finding Inspiration
Even asked God to help me wake up out this matrix
Just to open up my eyes and see noone's waitin
Must've been how Kevin Samuels felt
Passed out a random bitch to getchu help
Thinking bout mortality vs Cost of Wealth
If ASAP did 10 would Rihanna bail
I'm still thinking
If Nip gave up on the people he'd be still breathin
Pop's wouldn't have left the fam he'd be still speaking
I wrote this shit on pen and pad bitch it's still leaking
And my language start to drag cuz I'm still drinking
Niece old enough to drive but I still ain't met her
Instead of blame my older brother man Ill just be better
Pandemic passed we didn't speak I don't get us
Haven't really spoke to Dogg since a college freshman
Life lesson, starvin artist
Being normal means I failed so it feels the hardest
Tried to play the game and normalize within the margins
It's like I'm standing on my ten and then they pulled the carpet

I'm 100 percent corporate when it comes to generating revenue
And ain't no nigga in the street gonna tell me who the fuck I can
And can't deal with in that building
You out your fuckin' mind
How a nigga in the park who can't even get to the elevator
Or have the key to get up on the 3rd floor
Tell me how to conduct business on the 50th Floor
I ain't telling him what to do over there in that park on the side of the bathroom

I'm just ridin' down that 5
Poured up drink in my ride
I'm just ridin' down that 5
As I lean to the side
And I'm just ridin' down that 5
Got my poured up drink in my ride
And I'm just ridin' down that 5

Look at us
You would've thought we had the best night in the world
Little do you know 10 minutes later we started arguing about the Lakers
The war going on in Russia and old group chat beef
In that order
But one thing about this night
It really taught me something
And that's what I'm on this journey for